I've spent the last 5 or so hours doing nothing productive; but flitting in and out of sleep, only to wake up to bouts of disgust at myself, absorbing whatever I can in the few minutes that I succeed in keeping myself awake, then get dragged into slumber yet again.

Haha, I think I still don't realise the intensity of this.


And for once, I don't even know what I'm supposed to do now.
I don't know how this never occured to me, but, how do I even try?


I guess I'm going to screw even the last chance at Chem SPA.


(: Time for school.